Some things that made me smile today:

(FOR A FRIGGIN' CHANGE, BECAUSE MY POSTS HAVE BECOME SO TOXIC RECENTLY THAT EVEN I CAN'T STAND HAVING TO READ THEM EVERY SINGLE TIME I LOG IN!)

1. A torrential downpour (complete with the works: thunder, lightning, and howling winds) after lunch.
2. Okay, so number 1 wasn't very good. I don['t give a f*ck. Anyhow, number 2 is seeing my dog, Easter, and noting how she's grown. She was just a rat-sized runt when I got her, but now she's a full-grown bitch. I heart her, and bitches in general. (geez, this article is turning out to be more and more caustic with each passing moment). Anyhow, she's pregnant now, I think, and pretty soon she'll be having a litter of dachshund pups. Can't wait, can't wait. =)
3. Babysitting my nephew and lulling him to sleep. I haven't babysat in the longest time, and I've forgotten how nice it feels.
4. A private joke with my sister. I forgot what it was, though.
5. Adding new contacts to my multiply account...hello, Diana!
6. Getting a nice morning message from KC, my buddy. It really made me laugh out loud. Thanks, KC!
7. Remembering the joke from number 4 just now. Hahahaha.
8. Getting a good nap.


So many reasons to smile already, and the day isn't even over yet. I wonder what's in store later on?

Sa lahat ng nagsasabing masungit ako...

...hindi kayo nagkakamali. Masungit talaga ako sa tunay na buhay, dahil matagal bago ako mag-warm-up sa mga tao, at usually ay wala akong pakialam sa kanila.

Sabihin na nating pride or what have you. On my end, masungit talaga ang dating ko kahit kadalasan ay hindi ko sinasadyang magsungit. Straightforward din kasi akong magsalita, and I don't really beat around the bush when it is uncalled for. Add to that the fact that I mainly confined myself to books and science experiments when I was growing up, and you pretty much have a person with the makings of a recluse.

Pero hindi naman ako laging masungit, and once I warm up to people, I try to make up for my misgiving, kung matatawag man na ganun ang pagiging masungit generally. Nagsusungit ako deliberately kapag may ayaw akong makausap o kapag ayaw kong nasasayang ang oras ko. Nagsusungit din ako sa tao kapag hindi siya mahalaga sa akin at pretty much apathetic ako sa kung ano man ang mangyari sa kanya. Kaya kapag madalas akong masungit sa kung kanino man, he or she had better start thinking what he or she is doing wrong with regard to whatever relationship we have - friends, work partners, whatever.

Generally, nagsusungit ako by just ignoring people and keeping mum. Pero if the person is too daft to get the signal to back off (as I find some people are these days) eh I get curt. And nobody wants me to get curt, because all diplomacy leaves my being and my words and gestures become as sharp as knives and as acerbic as hydroflouric acid.

Anyhow, bakit ko ba isinusulat ito? Una, para ma-warningan ang lahat ng taong mahalaga sa akin about quirks in my personality. Getting to know of sorts, kumbaga. Pangalawa, para balaan ang mga nilalang (two, to be exact) na nagungulit sa akin these past couple of days to BACK OFF OR I SWEAR YOU'LLGET WHAT'S COMING TO YOUR LIVES, YOU SYCOPHANTS! LEAVE ME IN PEACE OR ELSE! AND I MEAN MY "OR ELSE!"!

Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely Lyrics

So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

[Chorus:]
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

[Chorus]

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show?

You are missing in my heart...
Tell me why can't I be there where you are?