Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Well, this is it. ;-)

Well, my friend, this is it. This is ultimately where our paths diverge, and where moving on begins. Funny, isn't it, that for all the kindness and protectiveness of my world, I still chose to challenge it, whereas you have chosen to abide by yours despite the meaninglessness of it all. That is the fatal twist of things reflecting the fatal twists in our own personalities: whereas I have always been in the safe zone in terms of making choices, my passion drives me to temerity, while despite your recklessness fear drives you to reticence at the crucial moment.

It's sad, but there is not much either you and I can do.

And, yes, it is an act of excess that you expect things to remain the same, this when you and I both know that doing so will be an act of hypocrisy on both our ends. On my end, I accepted the fact that things would never be the same again when I accepted the fact that I liked you in spite of, and that was the price of my being true to myself. On your end, you know that you will never be able to look at me the same way again, simply because I was being true to myself.

Noon pa man, inamin ko nang may taning ang lahat: ang pagkakaibigan natin, ang pagtingin ko sa 'yo, ang bawat oras at sandali kasama ka na pilit kong isinulit. Ngunit ang kagustuhan ko ding isulit ang mga natitira pang sandali na ilalagi ko sa mundong ito ang siyang nag-uudyok sa akin na kalimutan ang lahat ng mga bagay sa nakaraan, dahil ayaw kong sirain ang kung ano mang mayroon ako sa kasalukuyan para lang sa isang bagay na matagal nang lumipas. At ang maganda nating pagsasamahan, ang mga sinulit na sandali - lahat iyon ay nakalaan sa nakaraan.

Time and history will be the judge of our actions, and whether or not we made the right choices. ;-)

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